I've met this guy.
He is amazing.
And the good thing about it is..this time it's diffrent.
Were actually taking things slow. Which makes me happy. No jumping into things too quickly,no sex..well..for a while at least...and it feels really good.

I don't feel pressured.
And I think I have actually found someone who is level headed.
I don't have to argue with him to get a point across..which is taking some time to get use to. In the past..I would always have to argue to get a point across. With this guy..he actually want's to talk. And I love it.

But the only thing I don't like..is that I don't have my mom to talk to really all that much. With everything going on with her and around her...my mom just does not want to get close to anyone right now,if they are not here to stay. So it may be a while before she meets him.
Maybe that's a good thing. Because now I have to make my own decisions when it comes to this relationship...not rely so much on what my mom thinks. I can't anyways...because anything she says to me is always negative.

But.
I am hopeing this one works out.
I am really hopeing.
Because he is amazing...<3